I am all crouched up,
like the hen about to be butchered.
I am scared.

What is my problem?
I think too much.
I allow things to overweigh my mind.

I m the problem
and i hold the key,
yet i refuse to unlock it...

mood swings,everybody has them,
but i've made them a habit,

I get angry at myself,
I think non stop..
little things upset me too soon
how can i let this all happen?
when i m the one who has the reins,
but i let the horses loose,
and then run madly behind them..