I only have the power to keep myself happy.

I only have to pay for my good and bad deeds

I only have to be with myself till the end. No one, nobody, nothing but me.

roz roz un palko ko bhigana,
roz roz is tarah intezaar karna,
aankhein band kar ke, beetein palon mein kho jaana,

na door, na pass, bus khayalon main saath
guzarte waqt ke lamho ke saath
bathi thi woh uske raah dekh rahi thi...

i may not be reacting to evrythng u say, but m listening..
i may not be listening to u, but i m always gonna be there..

i wish to sleep in his arms, wished to be caressed...feel his touch..
just sit with him and look at him..just look at him and do the talking silently...wish to see the starry night with him, wish to be cuddled by him in a cold stormy weather...

well, i just thought of writing dwon some synonyms, hollow, unhappy, incomplete, sans self...did i get that part right, sans "self" or is it just the effect of fountain head...m still thinking what I want...

nothing compares to me,
nohing compares to u,
nothing compares to us

I have nothing to give u, but my love...

sometimes i feel i want to be sooo elegant..the elegance of a dancer..elegance of a princess, elegance of a young girl in love..

i wish to be delicate at heart like the bud turning into a flower..
i wish to be fresh like the morning sky,
feesh like the green leaf with dew drops..

i wish to be free like the strokes of a brush...


wish to give warmth to all, like that of a hug...


wish to make them see the world thru my eyes....the colours of life...

Its a completely different world,
Yet, its the same.
there is nothing unusual about their world,
despite the unusual way life has been gifted to them.

I will be teaching a girl, poonam.
it has suddenly dawned to me that she can only hear my voice.
she will be able to recognise me only by my voice,
in our first meeting, she must have already judged me by my voice,

suddenly, my speaking ability has become so much more imp. for me,
for that is the ony way i'll be able to reach out to her

i was just pondering,
how selfishly i behave all the time, cribbing about things that r nothing at all..
without realising that god has given me much more than i realise and utilse...